My Life is

quite small
these days.

I haven't gone
anywhere new.

I can't travel
much anyway.

Who is going
to ferry my kid
to and from
school.

A Nanny?

I think if I
was self important
and so busy that
I had to hire a Nanny
to squire my kid
places then I would
get jealous of the
Nanny.

How great it
would be to get
to spend so much
time with my girl.

I have to remember
that this growing up
time for my kid is
short. One day I will
look back and wonder
how it went by so
lightning fast.

I realize this
and am happy
with putting
myself second.

In the scheme
of things. 18
years isn't much
time.

I feel like
a freshmen
in college again.

I gained the freshmen
fifteen after I quit
the cigs.

I ballooned up
swimmingly.

I miss the
cigs every now
and again.

Its been 9 months.


I'm having a hard
time believing I
actually don't smoke
anymore.

So, to try and
get the flab off.

I'm working out
and working out
and working out.

Its been two months
and I havent't lost
a frigging ounce.

How frustrating.

We are going to
DC for a couple
nights for Easter
this year.

My husband has
never been.
Thats bewilders
me. How can someone
grow up in the US
and never visit
the nation's capitol?