I'm Weirded Out

about my new
employer actually
inviting me to see their
building to see if it
is to my liking.

What's the deal?

So I ran out to
my mailbox today
to see if I received
another rejection
letter from one of
the biggie houses
on 5th Avenue.

Its so exciting
just to elicit a
response even
if it is negative.

I wonder what
it would be like
for them to call
me and ask me
if I can get something
written by say
2007 like Liz
did. She has two
years to write
a little diddy
about Diana.

I'm just jealous.

Petty jealousy.

Eating away at me.

I guess its better
to be jealous of
someone who
landed a serious
book contract than
say Paris Hilton.

Maybe my
manuscript
sucks.